Monday, May 2, 2011
Shout Out to Snow College
Saturday I graduated Snow with my Associates of Science degree. Do I feel old? Yes! Although academic learning was a huge part of my two years at Snow College (I LOVE to learn), the most important things that came from those two years had nothing to do with school. There were so many wonderful things that came from Snow and I can't even begin to express them. But I'm going to give it a try!
-Snow helped me accept the small-town girl inside me that I always rejected. I learned to love mountains, sheep, fields, farmers, stars, fires, quiet, dirt roads, and creative entertainment because I was surrounded by people who a) grew up in small towns and appreciated that or b) grew up in the city and loved the things Sanpete brought into their lives.
-You DON'T have to go to a university to get a good education. I feel very well prepared to attend BYU. I had professors who I knew I could talk to about anything and they would genuinely care and listen. Not only that, but they provided opportunities I couldn't have experienced in a larger class. I loved that they got to know me personally and did everything they could to ensure my success.
-I learned to love people I never expected to. The boys downstairs helped me realize how judgemental I have been my entire life, and uptight. I have learned to accept differences in others, and then learn to love them for those differences. Friendships come where you least expect them, you just have to be open to them.
-Snow provided an environment where I was CONSTANTLY surrounded by incredible people. Everyone is so friendly and loving, even though they have no idea who you are. As Tucker said in his graduation speech, we're all here doing the same thing and therefore we do our best to lift each other up. Snow isn't a place to step on others to push yourself up, its a place where everyone is constantly trying to help each other. I feel like everyone there was constantly trying to better themselves, and bettered other people in the process. I felt the Spirit so strongly every day.
-I learned to listen to the promptings of the Spirit. I felt there were many times that I was guided to help someone or be in a certain place at a specific time in order to be an instrument in the Lord's hand. Not only that, but I learned to rely on the comfort of the Holy Ghost more than the comfort of man. When I had a hard time, I knew that praying was what I needed to do first.
-I learned that although it is hard to be away from home and your family, there is such thing as having a second family. My roommates were the most wonderful girls in the whole world and I wouldn't trade any one of them for the world. They loved me wholly and completely, ALWAYS listened, greeted me with a smile and a hug, and were constantly doing everything they could to be a better person. I learned that you can never fully understand someone until you love them, and then you start realize who they really are. They helped me accept myself and realize my potential. I will never forget the lessons they taught me in every day life.
There are SO many more things that I could list, but those are the main points. Saying goodbye to Snow College and my friends was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. But as I sat in graduation next to Sarah, I realized that Heavenly Father brought me to Snow for a very divine and inspired reason. We were able to learn and grow together and learn the lessons that were in store for us. Yes, I did cry the whole week and the entire way home. I still feel a huge emptiness inside me, like part of my heart is still in Ephraim. Nothing will ever be able to replace the things Snow brought into my life. But in the mean time, I plan to take those lessons and help others learn them as well. I'm sad to leave my very best friends behind, they mean the whole world to me. But I wouldn't be as sad if they hadn't meant so much to me.
It's a hard chapter to close, and right now I don't even know what to do with myself or how to feel. But I'm ready to start the next chapter. BYU will be a huge difference but I can't wait for the adventures ahead of me. Oakcrest this summer is going to be INCREDIBLE and I'm excited to see the plans Heavenly Father has in store for me. Thanks to all who made Snow College the best two years I could ever ask for. You have left hand prints on my heart that will never be replaced by anyone or anything.
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